Entry 44: November 18th 2022

Woo hello, I am roughly half way into my 2 hours of absolute nothingness. I'm not actually alone surprisingly. One of my friends also decided to come in at 8am even though we start at 10 am. So that is cool. I'm here writing to the notebook and they are reading their book. I'm not writing to a text document in the library because I'm pretty sure it is closed right now. So yeah, notebook. I found a cool video on web development. The 90s style one. It is like one hour long, so I have not watched it yet, but i will for sure. I love the web 1.0 style of things. I think it looks cool. Also it does not use CSS ( I think ) so all the more reason to do it, right? I think that if I keep writing at the base that I am writing at, I will maybe beat hermnerp within the next month. That is not fure certain though. First hour ends in a few minutes. I will return later. Farewell for now. It is evening time. More specifically, half 8 pm. Roughly. But if it is roughly, it is not specifically. Damn, that sure is dumb. I had a call with my aunt today about college next year. Since I'm not at all sure how the grading system works over there compared to here. I know of 4 colleges so far that I am interested in. Now I just need to send an e-mail to all of them asking diverse questions. I will be sending the exact same e-mail to all 4 colleges. So not too much work to be done. Except for writing the e-mail of course haha. Now my friend's friend has gotten onto the call and is someone I don't know. It is funny. Now there is someone that I do know. Well we have only spoken online, but I know them. They are talking to me and I am answering stuff that they ask. But it is like very one sided right now. I have very bad converstation skills. I feel bad for not trying to keep the converstation going. They are obviously trying a lot. It sucks. Not her fault though, just I am stupid. I feel like I am being disrespectful. And annoying. I want to leave so that I stop being annoying. But then I might just make it seem like I dislike her. Which I don't. So I stay in call. They wanted to go. Now I feel like shit. Man. It sucks. I'm not good at social skills, OK? ok. Now, I will write more stuff. I have finished writing whatever was on my notebook. This is all just random stuff or not random stuff that I am typing straight from the keyboard and my big meaty muscle organ thing in the top of my 4 head. Which is located at the front of the head. Near the top where there is all of those stringy things on the round ball bowl of meat. Oh man, my spotify keeps connecting to my mom's alexa Whenever I am listening to music on the same wifi connection of it. it's annoying. It randomly interrupts what I am listening to and plays something else. THAT I CAN'T EVEN HEAR. Because it is in a different room. I really need to manage my devices. Anyway, what else I'm I going to speak about now? Oh yeah, maths is weird, we are now doing more than one derivative. I don't know how it works. But I will some day. I hope. Otherwise I will end up getting a very bad grade and not have a good score for entry in the college that I want to go to. So you see why I am looking to be good at maths. They only accept depending on our paths level. Computer Science level is assumed that everyone does not know anything. So they teach us from scratch. Which is useful. I guess. Especially if we aren't going to be starting with a language that I know. Which we probably won't be. IT will be C or something like that. HMMMMMMM what now. What now. IT has to be something good. I keep writing the "it" in all capitals at the start of my sentences. IT is kind of funny. Oh boy, I just did it again. Why does this happen? I'm not sure. weird keyboard maybe? It probably just can't keep up with the sheer awsome speed of my typing skills, which is totally definetly not low, it's above average. Trust me. It is. Now. On to other things that do not involve averages that have everything to do with the current converstation and context of the text. Ok ok knockton, stop joking around. This is serious. This is a professional text. Haha Imagine I gave this as my motivation letter for college... No they probably have a character limit. Imagine if they actually just had a word limit. hehehe. Underscores. Or dashes. Get hundreds of words at the price of one. Big brain am I right? yeah of course I am. You know I am. I alwasys am. I am a potato after all. And we all know that potatoes can run computers, and act as batteries. So of course I am always right. I am potato computer. That's why I have none existent social skills. I'm listening to a song where the end is just "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" but in differnet melodies, so it actually sounds good. Have you ever heard a crowd of people sing a long to a instrumental? It was cool, I saw it in a polyphia video earlier. It was funny and impressive at the same time. WAAAA I just refreshed the youtube page that was playing the music I was litening to. I am really dumb. It gives me the same kind of feeling when you accidentally close the app on your phone that you were using to listen to the music you were listening to. You are just there, swiping up on the apps, and then, BOOOOOM!!! You closed the app, and no more music for you. How sad that is for you. And then you have to go and open the app again just to put on the song again and pretty much guess where you were in the song because it is hard to remember because you weren't expecting it to happen. I am not adding any commas in that phrase. It will stay as it is. EAT MY GRAMMAR.. or is it punctuation? I'm not too sure. You get the Point OK? yeah. That's what I thought. This whole text wall is like me just going straight into insanity. IT is interesting and funny at the same time. I wonder if there is a way for me to dynamically update the website with what I put here. So that I don't have to manually update it each time I make an update. Since this github repository is private, and it will stay that way. I don't know if I can extract the text from it and them stick it into the website with javascript. Maybe if I use a special API. But then I risk exposing a privat key on the website. I'm not sure how private the javascript files are on the website file system. I will look into it. Just to make sure. And if they are infact completely private from any outside user, I will see if I can use an API. IT sure will make my job easier. Hmm, not a lot of characters today. I think that the github editing field is starting to lag when I type to it. Because there is just so much text in one line. I can see it visually. The text cursor is behind my typing speed. It's slower then me. Not as slow as when I am rendering a video and typing at the same time. But it gives that same kind of latency feeling. I will see if I can fix it. I wonder what is causing it. Oh yeah, the line. Hmmm. I might have to start editing this in a word document. Since it is obviously just the website being slow. My computer can handle this kind of stuff easily, I'm sure of it. I think. Oh I'm going bowling tomorrow with my friends. That will be fun. Wooo. First time I'm being invited to do something with people in... I don't know. Like 3 or 4 years? maybe more. 5. Yeah that sounds right. Fun fact, I haven't been invited to a birthday party in at least 7 years. Not even my closest friend's one. But you already know about that story. I spoke of it before. Yeah, so this will be fun and I am looking forward to it. That girl I was in a call with, she asked what I was writing, I just said the bowling thing. Because I was actually writing about how bad I am at converstation with her. Which now seems dumb since I was writing while in converstation. But there wasn't really much going on. They were talking to their friends at the same time. Man I Can't believe I am talking about that again. It just made me feel very guilty I guess. So it sticks with me. Makes me want to apologize. Weird that isn't it? I don't have sports on monday, that is pretty cool. Since I passed my exam last week. I won't have it this week, while the other class passes their exam. Then the week after I have sports. It's something weird where you step up and down from a step. Kind of like dance, to a beat or song. It's odd I know. Well, I will be graded on it. So I got to stop complaining and just make sure I do it well haha. Now I am just listening to banger music. Like cotton eye'd joe. He is so cool. But WHERE THE HELL DID HE GO???? I'm scared, he might be under my bed at night. His eye. It's too fluffy. Like cotton. Oh wait, that makes sense. His other eye is too moist, like, eye. I might be getting an RSI by typing like this. My wrists are placed so weirdly on the keybaord because of Where I have my laptop right now. So on the dining room dable. Because wifi. wiwi woo wiwi woo wii woo wiwi wooo wiwi woooo. Great song that. It's hard to sing songs that are instrumental, but I do my best. So enjoy what I sang there. Ok now it just sounds like a ambulance now that I readd it again. Well, I can't do anything about that. Sounds like a YOU problem. hehehe. Oh boy, it is 10 pm. And I have to get up somewhat early tomorrow (since it is a saturday tomorrow) to go on the bus to then go to the bowling place with my friends. So I should maybe end entry here. I will go and get ready and do some stuff before going to bed. That way I have less work to do tomorrow. Yeah that sounds like a good idea. WEll, I guess this is goodbye for now. Or for today. This is all up to you my reader. Wait, what the hell am I writing? My brain has to get back on track or this will derail like twitter. Uh... yeah, if you are from the future, twitter is this website that was very cursed and was baught by a rich dude that drove it down to the ground. And all the users then migrated to other websites like tumblr. OKKKKK, I will stop now really. REally realy. This is the end. This is (not) the end. bye.

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