Entry 86: April 13th 2023

Greetings fellow human beings, I have news to bring. No this is not another one of those creative entries. Ok so the news, I have decided that I do not really care about the insane level of anonymity I am doing. As in, I will release small basically useless information that will make writing more to this LTE a little bit less annoying to you and me. First off, I can speak english, fluently, I am a native english speaker, but I will not tell you from which country. I also live in France, so that is the language of the place I live I keep talking about. I'm also a dude, I honestly don't care anymore if you know that or not. Even though it's a stupid thing to keep hidden, and you probably figured it out a while ago if you have been reading for a while. Or not, idk, I thought mckenzie was a girl for a good while when I started reading their LTE. Then Pinkish-pickle said "he" in their entry and that cleared it up.. No offense mckenzie, or howds, whatever. Anyway, now to normal entry. Yesterday I got the exam results to those Maths and Computer Science exams I did a couple of weeks ago, annnnd me results are *drum roll* BUMBUMBUMBUMBUm, 90% in Maths and 100% in Computer Science. And this is the end of highschool exam type thing, the French Baccalaureat. So needless to say, I am happy AF!!! I haven't seen my copie yet though, but I am 100% sure I know what my mistakes on the maths test were. And they are not because of me not being able to do something. One is from misreading a "greater than" as a "greater or equal to", and another mistake is just me not proving that something is increasing, and thus solving it wrong, yet still getting the correct answer, just the wrong proof. Oh wow that was a long sentence. Sooo today we had another one of those School Cinema outings, it's the last one we will get (1 per trimester, and it's 3rd trimester). This time it was a Spanish movie, and it was all over the place, reminds me of that Slap Stick comedie movie Airplane. That was good. Yeah, so I do NOT advise watching a movie in Spanish with French suptitles as an English speaker who is meh at french and has spanish as their worse subject. But overall, it was pretty cool. I could not give you the name because uuuh, it was in spanish, and there's no way I would have remembered that anyway. Sooo uhh, sucks for you lmao. What else today, yeah idk. Oh yeah, I spent the entire hour from 1pm to 2pm talking to person I like, it's funny that I call them "person I like".. I hope to god they don't read this LTE. It's highly unlikely they find the link anywhere though, I only shared it on my instagram story once months ago. Yeah, so it was fun talking to them, we talked about books and series and movies. Basically. And also the grades we got on the BAC of course. They got me to start watching a Korean romance series, which is not something I would usually watch, but it doesn't mean I dislike it. I can watch basically any series lmao, I am neutral like that. I think neutral is the right word for this case. eh. The series is "Crash Landing on you", it's pretty good so far. Oh here's the most surprising thing about it, EVER episode is over an hour long. The only other series I have ever watched that had consistently episodes over 1h long, was sherlock holmes. It's wild, and according to them, most korean series are like that. It's not a bad thing that they are that long, just unusual haha. Oh one thing that has been bugging me since then, maybe it is just me who misheard or misunderstood what they were on about. So they asked me if I was going to go studying abroad in my native country, I said "yeah more than likely" + something else at the end that i forgot that isn't important. And they said "oh that sucks". I mean, why would it suck? My other friend is glad that I am going to go study there. And I am closer to them then the other person. Mmmm, not naming people makes this hard to understand doesn't it. Eh, I'll think of something for next time. Yeah, so I have been thinking of how they said that since then, so for like almost 10h lmao. Maybe they were saying "that sucks" about something else I said and it just, idk, phrasing. Mmm, I should stop thinking about it. I do this and it's just stupid. Soo wat stuff other to talk about. I will update the archive soon, maybe by next entry. Which could be tomorrow, idk. Next weekend I am going on a plane to the open day to one of those universities in my native country, should be fun. It will be my first time ever flying 100% alone. By flying I mean airplane, I'm not a bird ok? Ok just wanted to make sure. Shiiiit will I even post this entry? This is the first time I am thinking this.. Yeah I will, fuck it lmao. I usually wouldn't talk about stuff like this to anyone. Except one person, previously two, but now one. It's weird, next year I will more than likely be studying abroad (abroad being a different country relative to france, so my native country), and so I won't be able to see my friends anymore until whenever there is a break. Which makes me very sad because I find it very hard to make friends. I remember for my entire first year of secondary school, I had no friends. The second year, kinda, third too. Fourth yeah. But they are still not the types of friends that I would trust really. Idk, it's hard to explain. But now I have great friends that I love and don't want to lose. But you know what distance does, and I'm moving away basically full time. Mann, it's gonna suck. Which also makes me sad by thinking stuff like having a girlfriend, because they are most definetly studying here, and not me. It just seems stupid to start a relationship in that situation. So, sad, but not new. I usually keep my feelings hidden anyway. And I'm pretty good at it too hehe. Idk if that's something to brag about lol. Man, this is getting stupid. I'm done, bye for this entry, have good day.

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