Entry 71: January 01st 2023

New year, new line. Yes that is right folks, I am writing on a second line. Finally a gap in the text. So, happpy new year to everybody who is reading this. Since it is the new year aka 2023 aka you have to get used to writing a 3 instead of a 2 now. Hopfully y'all had some nice New Years Eve thing happen. And if you didn't, that's ok too. I didn't do anything for new years eve or today. But that is good. As long as you were fine with it, it's all good. Someone in my class always says to me in english "If you're good, I'm good" which is funny, because I don't know why he says it to me. Maybe just because it's in english. Why did I go on that little tangent? Oh yeah, It's all good. Lets see, what boring school related stuff will I talk about for a bit? I go back to school on the 3rd, so in 2 days now. It's already almost that time. It's so soon. So I set an early alarm for tomorrow so that I can get whatever missing homework done. And that includes, finishing philosophy, studying more geography and physics, doing spanish, studying maths and CS. And I think that is it. I don't have anything to do in english class which is pretty cool. We are probably going to watch more of that captain fantastic that we started before the holidays. I wanted to watch more of it on my own at home, but it was removed from whatever streaming platform it was on. So I can't do that. So I'll just wait for class time. It's funny, I have 1 hour of english in between my 2 hour geography test and my 1 hour physics test. It's annoying that they give us tests right before our mock exams but oh well, what can you do? NOTHING! duuuuh. My PC is doing something kind of funny. Well, funny in the sense of "this is ridiculous" you know? So here it is: at some point during the week, something happened to my pc. I have no idea what it was that happened. It didn't fall (it's a tower, so hopfully never that) or get a virus or anything. But what is happening is that the internet connection has decreased very notably. It went from ~34Mbps of download/upload to under 10. Sure that is still fine, but it makes it impossible to play an online game or watch a 20 minute series episode IN 20 minutes (it took an hour yesterday to watch 20 minutes). Now here comes the funny part, so I got my phone to check the speed on that too, to make sure that it wasn't just my computer. So I connected my phone to the same wifi, used the same network tester and server less than a meter away from my PC and got ~300Mbps. NOW, that is ridiculously high, like, I don't think I have ever gotten a test that high myself. So in conclusion, something is very very wrong with my computer's internet. Maybe I should give it a kick? That works sometimes. Wow I have really just written 6 lines talking about my computer's wifi connection. I got nothing better to do anyway. And it adds characters to the count. I just realized, it's 2023, I'm going to be 19 this year. What the hell is going on. I'm getting old. And the year after that I will be 20. HOW is this possible? I do not feel responsible enough to be that old. I mean, I'm sure I'll figure it out BUT STILL! Panda dude is staring at me again. It's pitch black, but I can feel his gaze upon me. It's like a 6th sense that I know they are looking at me. Shiiiit wait that made me think of something. Ok so you know the way you feel like you are being watched? Lets say you are not looking somewhere, and from that somewhere someone is looking at you. You would feel that right? You would turn around with the feeling that you are being watched. So would you call that feeling paranoia or the literal feeling that someone is watching you as if you are sensing it. It would kind of make sense right? But I don't think it's something that can be scientifically proven. So it's all still up to theory. You could also talk about how we react to people yawning. You do not have the urge to yawn, but then you see, or hear someone yawn and as a result you yawn too. I'm not sure if the same happens if you don't see or hear someone yawn. Maybe not. But I must say, I am yawning a shit ton just writing this. Are you? Do you feel the unstoppable urge to yawn right now? heh, got ya didn't I? If I didn't, I will in the next few minutes. Anyway, yawning is just your body going like "Oh shit I have to catch up on some breaths" right? I'm not a doctor so I don't know, and I'm too tired to fact check it. If that is the case, then you seeing someone yawn and you yawning is just because the fact that you saw someone yawn is a reminder to you to yawn to catch up on some breaths. Shit I'm still yawning doing this. It will stop soon. Don't worry. I have decided that banjocore is no longer cool. You can find it cool if you want, but I just think that it sounds weird and not satisfying to the ear. OOOOOH I just realized, so right now I am writing on a new line in my windows notepad, you know the way there is the colomn (character) counter for a line at the bottom left of your screen? Well, since I'm on a new line, it no longer gives me the entire character count of the LTE and instead is giving me the character count from only this entry. Well I guess that just means that I will be counting what I do in a year. But not for the entire LTE, I will of course still count the ENTIRE LTE character count. Ok I don't think I am making a lot of sense right now. So, this year so far I have written 5.4k characters. And last year I wrote 323k characters. Incredible right? Right. LEFT! I love doing that haha. I just realized that MILF could also mean Man I'd Like to Fuck. So it can mean two thinks. Well it could mean more than that too. MILF could also mean Mitochondria I'd Like to Fuck. Heh, it's funny how you can interpret things. There is this minecraft boat wars youtube video I used to watch as a kid (around 10 years ago), and I can not find it. I searched for it a couple of years ago, and I just can not find it anywhere. It may just be burried behind all of the crappy pumped out kids' minecraft content. But then again, it was a video including a lot of the super popular minecraft youtubers from back then. I don't know how you would not be able to find it. It's too old for me to remember which youtubers were in it but I would definetly remember the video when I see it. There are details that I remember, but not the types of details that you can just search up. Now that I think of it, wasn't machinima used back then? I remember very well seeing the red M logo at teh start of those minecraft videos. Maybe it was a machinima video that has been lost to the Warner Bros deal. Yeah that could very well be it. If it is the case, that is sad. Because videos like that are pretty nostalgic to me as a kid you know? I was 8 back then. WAit wait, it's even older. Let me think as to where I lived back then... YEAH, it was in 2012, so.. I was maybe 7. Same thing in the end. I've been thinking back on things recently haha, and by recently I mean since 23:44 last night. Because even though I'm only 18, I've still done a good few things already in my life. Some where good, some where bad, some I regret with all my heart and I wanna jump off a bridge because of it. But all is fine like that you know? Can't to shit about it. OHHH, like the expression bygons are bygons. It's funny because I only just understood that recently. I used to think that a bygon was a type of person, but actually, it is just a way of saying "gone by". So bygon just means something that has gone by, something from the past. So letting bygons be bygons, is letting the things from the past, stay in the past. Wow it's crazy the revelations I come up with when just writing random stuff here. I have been writing for the past 40 minutes now. as in I started the entry 40 minutes ago. TBH I don't think I have writting a lot for that ammount of time. But my left hand still hurts when I type, so that might be why. Damn RSI!! AND I still type anyway, I'm stupid like that. I had the urge to message my friend last night that I haven't spoken to in around 6 months. But I didn't know what to say, I could have said "hello there" "wassup" "sorry for not talking" "see you next year!" "HAPPY NEW YEAR" (an hour early because I'm 1h ahead of them) but I didn't in the end, so that's that. But yeah, you see the things you think of just from a number getting incremented by 1? I used big words like increment because, uhhh, I can. Yeah, that's why hahahaha. Woo I had to turn down the brightness of my laptop screen. It was starting to hurt my eyes a bit. What else could I talk about? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm, AH, yesh, sorry I'm abusing my power of characters again. So the thing I was going to talk about, I am almost done another one of my series yay! It's my friend's favorite one, so I am making it my priority to watch only that. I know it's their favorite one because 1. they told me and 2. It's their laptop lock and home screen haha. So it only makes sense for that to be their favorite one. I did the same, but with my favorite series, which is one that you will not know about because I won't tell you what it is hahhaaaa! I'm so evil and bad ass! Yeah so I might watch one more episode of the series they like before I go to bed. Then tomorrow I have all that homework to do. Which reminds me, I should maybe go to bed soon. So I will wrap up this entry. Have a happy new years day everybody, even though It might already be over for some of you, like me. Don't forget to practice writing the 2023 of the date, you don't want to accidentally write 2022 on an exam paper now do you? I accidentally wrote an incorrect date for my birthday on an exam paper, luckily it was a mock exam, but still it happened last year. I should know my birthday by now lmao! What else for the wrap up? Don't forget to be potato my potato readers. Eat your spuds. Have a happy new year all you other LTE writers if you are out there. And if you are just a read and don't write LTEs, give it a try. It's pretty fun, you might even make it onto the hub. Hopfully this year will be a good year. Hopfully Ukrain won't reach the 1year war mark. Hopfully none of you fail your exams (me included). And to those of you who weren't invited anywhere for new years eve (me inluded), hopfully it happens to y'all this year. I'm being strangely nice rn. Why? I feel like it that's why. Stop complaining! lmao jkjkjk. Ok, farewell everybody. Goodnight potato readers. This is the last sentence knockton will write on the first day of the year 2023, farewell.

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